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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

holy cow, xanga looks so complicated with all those widgets and stuff that i have no idea how to use it almost. i'm debating whether or not to double post like jess does between her actual blog site and xanga blog. i doubt i have any readers left here. if you want to see entries related to my sketches, or jed's, or chieze's, or jess's, go to my actual site: www.momo-zaza.com - eventually i'll maybe put up some stories and more of an eating type blog there too. eventually.

anyways, here's one entry for now:

I don’t like playing PVP (player versus player) on WoW much, mainly because I suck, and also it can suck when the other random players on your side suck as well. BUT I really wanted a tiger epic mount. There were basically two ways of getting a tiger mount for my character: 1) Do random quests to get exalted with Darnassus and buy a mount from that city, or 2) play enough PVP battles to earn medals of honor and purchase from a PVP mount vendor. I went for the secoond option because the PVP black war tiger was cuter than the mounts available from Darnassus. Understand that at this point, I had already gotten a regular epic mount (a horse that increased my speed by 100%) and didn’t NEED to have another mount….but the tiger was cute!!!! (ok, maybe more like cool? whatever, I still think it’s cute) And if you have no idea what I’m talking about, you probably have a life. So just shut up and rejoice with me in the cuteness of my fake online pet that helps me move around fast in a virtual world that is sucking the life out of me. No really, it’s a fun game.

In other news, I set parental controls on Jed’s WoW account to help save the soul that Vince sold to get his own back. Sadly, Vince says he has “quit WoW” for real. Again. We’ll see how long it lasts. In the meantime, we have Jed to make up the 5th person in our group. (^_^)

And no, I haven’t been playing WoW all day during my week off. I’ve updated my website (see??? posts on the front page now!!), did some laundry, and filed my taxes. BOOYAH! I also plan to do some writing/editing of stories and resume this week, and of course do all my grading and planning jazz for teaching. Yay! We should all get entire weeks off every couple of months. I think it helps keep things in perspective? <IMG height=15 src=

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

	Posted another entry on Momo-Zaza, come read over there! =P To see previous entries under scribbles, click on the scribbles category on the left side bar, and then underneath the newest entry there should be a "previous entries" button. ^_^ Today's entry was kinda inspired by Beanie's teaching moments of the week!
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New location!

Hi guys....to the few readers still out there....I've decided to migrate to an actual website for reals now (finally have a layout I'm pretty happy with).

It's still in the works content wise, but the major pieces are in place and I will be posting my blog entries there at Momo-Zaza under the "Scribbles" section. Come check it out and let me know what you think! I'll try to leave a message here whenever I've updated on the website.

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

My little Poo's all grown up!

Dood, he was wearing all this stuff from various honors things it was crazy. AND I got him flowers for his undergrad (DOUBLE STRAND MIND YOU!) unlike how my parents gave me nothing for my undergrad. No, i'm not bitter. Not at all. Actually I wore jack during my undergrad ceremony cuz uh yeah didn't do to well there.

I was one of the plain old black gowns with nothing for undergrad. It's nice that Poo's all colorful and pretty. ^_^ I'm very proud of him! He even graduated cum laude! (though he says if it weren't for his stupid bio minor it would have been at least magna or summa... right....top 10-12% for the university with over 6000 in a class is pretty good I think already.

And yes, he is like a head taller than everyone in my family tho he's trying to disguise it a bit by slouching in all his pictures.

On a separate note, SCHOOL'S OVER!!! WOOT! Yay summer.

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

I had a thought driving home today while listening to the news on NPR. As usual, it was about the situation in Iraq. Every day is like the same thing - yet another suicide bombing or terrorist attack adding fuel to the flames of sectarian violence. Usually I don't write about political stuff because even though I do listen to the news on the radio...I guess I just don't feel exactly confident enough to talk about all the complexities. But anyways, it just struck me today that the way each side, Sunni and Shiite go back and forth "getting each other back" for the last attack is pretty much exactly like the bullying and teasing that goes on among the kids in my class. Granted kids aren't dying in my school or anything, but it really is almost like a microcosm of what is going on in the "grown up world".

It starts out with one kid who doesn't like another because of the way they act or the way they look or talk and teases a second kid. Perhaps first kid doesn't even mean to mean but has nothing better to do or was "just kidding because it's not a big deal" but in either case, second kid is internally hurt and lashes out by teasing back or doing something to annoy first kid. First kid either does something back again or go tells a teacher because his or her feelings were hurt. Any other kid that tries to step in to help an unpopular kid being teased winds up being dragged into the teasing and either starts teasing to maintain popularity or ends up getting teased themselves. In either case, it goes back and forth back and forth with kids on both sides getting back at the other because "that person annoyed me and I got mad". On top of that, when two kids try to call a truce (say a boy and a girl - and you know at least part of all the teasing flying around or so called "bullying" is stemming from misplaced raging hormones) other friends try re-kindling the flames of hate again by saying "Eeeww!! You're being nice to him? He's so weird. You like him or something?" etc etc. So the one side or the other will call off the truce to stay "cool" or whatever other stupid reason. Either that or the two truce people can't even trust each other - they get suspicious if the other side becomes too nice and so react harshly, once again fueling the flames.

There are times I want to just smack the kids up side the head and go "Why can't you just act right and get along dammit???!!" Sure everyone kids and adults can spout off about what is "the right thing to do" but how many of them - kids or adults actually go and do that? What ticks me off even more is the whole victim mentality of both kids and the people involved in war. It's always "I'm the victim. I was wronged. I DESERVE and DEMAND the right to get back at them. IT'S NOT MY FAULT". And sure, sometimes it really isn't your fault. But can you be bigger than your circumstances and move on without retaliation? There's never a thought to the other side or true forgiveness and a sincere attempt to work together. Can't people look beyond the faults of the other side and know that maybe yeah they screwed up again after proclaiming truce but to still try again despite it instead of retaliating? It's kinda like the Jackie Robinson story (we saw a play as a class this week) where Robinson, for the sake of gaining acceptance as the first black player in the major leagues had to put up with all kinds of shit and death threats without fighting back and always trying to do what is right by getting along with people no matter how much they hurt him. By his actions in this way, he was able to open up the doors for so many other people, not just ball players.

Seeing how my kids interact even on this small level - how petty it can all be and also how self-righteous each of them can feel about their own particular situation and how very ignorant and UNAWARE they are about their reality and actions makes me think "It's no wonder the world is the way it is." It really makes me think that the situation in Afghanistan and Iraq are really not so different than what is going on in our own backyard so to speak. Some of us may think the war is far removed from us, but really, we are all replaying the same situations as those fighting in Iraq - just on a different scale/degree.

There seems to be so much evil in the world spreading its seeds everywhere and pushing good people and good intentions out from positions of power. I am reminded of the manga I just finished that Jess has been trying to get me to read for awhile now. The archetypes in the story are pretty well...standard to say the least, but it is still soooo applicable to our lives today. Basic point of the story is that evil breeds evil - it starts out as little seeds and with each bad thing we do that seeds gets bigger and bigger until it consumes us. Evil also attracts evil and becomes stronger while good or light is forced to go into hiding. At the same time, small sparks of light representing the good in people and nature are trying to shine and fight their way through the darkness in the world. What it came down to is that each person has to find that light in themselves - and that people can help you find light in you and some can also lead you the opposite way. In the end it is still up to you though. One other lesson was that light and goodness can work like a pebble being dropped in a pool of water - its just a tiny plop, but it can create ripples that resonate through the entire pool of water and create a big change. We are all small and can only do so much, but because everyone no matter what side you are on are all connected, whatever actions we take can really add up. Question to each person in the world is - what kind of ripple do you want to cause?

On a separate note, I would like to start writing more seriously - like actually produce pieces worth reading (both expository and creative writing). And I want a forum or audience to read and enjoy and critique that writing. Any suggestions dear loyal readers (those that remain

)? I say this, and yet I probably won't get around to writing anything worthwhile until summer at the earliest, but just a thought. Maybe I should start looking up random contests or something.

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